Messy 10

I've messed up............
1. from being more spiritual
2. from being a good girl, instead being mean and cold
3. from loving my self and others
4. from being consistent in carreer (how to manage it???)
5. from being strong and wise and fair
6. my heart so badly
7. my sense of humour
8. from being grateful of my blessings
9. the life and love that God has given me
10. ...AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!