Antisocial

Laugh and smile, why have to bother
when nothing is funny?
Why nothing seems funny?

Chat and mingle, why oh why
nothing interesting to share
no secrets to bare

Flirt and giggle, to who?
guys that pose or that are a bore or
none that can be done

Laugh and smile and chat and mingle and flirt and giggle
Cry and weep and lie and curse and heartbroken and crumble
I miss first funs
I am boring
yet safe.